Tuesday, January 13, 2009

值不值得

快三个月了
每天大约10 - 12个小时
在拼,在做,在挨

拜六,礼拜,公共假期
照样做,至少也半天
而且是到2点的半天,不是12点

不定时地用餐
被妈妈骂,说我不自爱,不会照顾自己
整天饿坏肚子,以后胃痛没得救也不管

2,3点的午餐已成了习惯
偶尔会在4,5点
跳过午餐也试过了

得到的只不过是一天几十块钱的工资
我真的很需要那些钱吗?
有必要做到这样辛苦吗?

最近知道了,
原来我还是一直被当作是
那个好吃懒散的懒惰人

“以前我看你做工时,
多有冲力,现在没了,
顾客来也懒得招待”


本人是没那么认为,
不过通常都是别人看得比较准,
就看看接下来会不会让人改观咯

但是
我所付出的一切
值得吗?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

sometimes it is not the money you earn that counts. it is the life long process that you have acquired throughout your working experience that you should be appreciated of. keep it up ! one day, you will realise this world aint a breeze but fills with thorns. only through hardship will you appreciate the small litle thingy that hovers in between your daily life =) sorry for the long winded-ness of mine.

x i n l i n said...

if i really do care about the amount of money that i'm earning,
i wouldn't be working there in the first place,
and no, i'm not complaining about the amount of money i'm getting currently.

thanks anyway,
and you are?